It is difficult admitting that you have failed so often that it is just how your life goes. If I could just let go of the idea that I am capable of doing right or good then maybe I could have peace. If I expect to fail, if I expect no value from myself then I can not be disappointed when I inevitably burn everything down around me.

I am the dumpster cat.

I have decided to do a portrait of myself as a dumpster cat. I can't decide if I want to do it is water color and thus ethereal or acrylic and realistic or maybe even graphic.

Question? Should the dumpster be on fire or is that too dramatic?

I really don't want to take my class because I just don't but it is paid for so off I will go.

I wish you Peace

~alison~