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Sometimes I feel like I will explode. The knowledge of what is happening sits just beneath the surface, some know, some don�t and everything in my life is being colored by my new state. Some days I feel better than others but overall I am still feeling less than 100% and that makes everything challenging. Yesterday was brilliant and exhausting at the same time. I was off to bed by ten and still had trouble dragging my sorry butt out of bed this morning. I feel as though I could sleep for days and not catch up. This is all normal I am told, and will pass but for now it�s hard to endure in silence. It looks as though the mortgage pre-approval will be complete soon. I was happy to find that my time with the ex (and debt he so generously gave me) has not ruined my credit nearly as much as I thought it had. I am actually perhaps a year away from renewing my pristine credit rating of old as I lower my debt to credit ratio. I am pleased that my mistakes will not haunt me forever (at least outside of my own head.) Sharing without sharing is a difficult task. I can�t wait until I can say what I want to say without tempering it. *Sigh* I�ll be house hunting this weekend, wish me luck. I wish you Peace ~alison~ Leave a note: �
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